Wednesday, September 29, 2004

nights of fear...

Another night slowly closes in
And I feel so lonely
I'm going crazy I'm losing sleep I'm in too far

Watching shadows move across the wall
Feels so frightening
I wanna run rather wanna hide
But I've been hit by lightning
Just can't stand up for falling apart
Can't see through this veil

da shadows often scream..
make me wanna run..
to run and to forget
and neva come back
da sun so high...da evenin so cold
da voices so low...make me wanna die
and u r making me cry..
makin me lose ma selv
i want it back
i want da peace ov ma mind
da showdows dat neva moved
da voices dat neva screamed
i m going crazy
i am losing sleep..
gravity nomore.
i am in way too deep over nothing..
tears always
need little drop of rain... little words ov love..
da thoughts so big.
da wishes so small
seeking strength in my weakness
seeking guidance in da dark
makin dreams ma rule
feelin ma victory
nothing but da truth
question pinching like a prong..
are they wrong or am i wrong..
seems all materialistic all insincere...
delusions all around...
wishin for da nite
dat neva sees da moon.......