Shrouded in a Silver Angelic Aura...
It’s amazing how I managed to delve into the spirit realm. For the past so many years I had this feeling that deep down inside the darkness of my mind there is a whole new world and I kept feeling myself related to this unknown world. I was getting intimation, clues, vague and unfamiliar directions but was unable to grab the crux of all this. I kept waiting and waiting for the time to come when I would be able to wipe away the dust of my dreams and perceive clearly all that’s beyond my understanding. In this journey I kept looking for people who can understand my state of mind and help me get out of this mental obscurity but now I believe everything happens at the right time for the right cause. Anyways, fortunately happened to find a spiritual teacher who taught me how to look inside myself and he made me plunge in to the realm of unconscious. I am desperately looking forward to get hold of all these arbitrary thoughts and I have this feeling that I am already able to maneuver some of them and I would Inshallah be able to manipulate others in time to come. It has brought such a positive change in me that I am amazed. I am more focused now I know where I stand and what I want to achieve… It’s strange but it’s like something has changed… I feel a certain level of maturity in myself (good news for my mum ... she wont believe it so easily)...it is like someone is giving me directions… telling me in which direction I have to move from this point in my life and its an AMAZING Feeling to realize that this someone is not anyone else…but MY Very Own Self…a part of me that was sleeping till now…I have a worth and I exist… and besides that there is a reason to my existence.. Which was vague by now… if u had asked me few months back what I want from life I would have looked at you for a moment given u a loud laugh and ignored the question…I cant do it anymore and its good… as you get to know your own self and the purpose of your existence u are on your way towards getting to know the Almighty upthere…and trust me this voyage is marvelous!!
posted by Krak Head @ 3/29/2006 03:26:00 PM
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